I had some real talk tonight with my friends about relationships and these innate connections that pervade our lives, and I’m just speechless at how far I’ve come with this group of people. To be able to speak candidly about things like this is remarkable. But, I’m also proud of how far I’ve come as an individual, to be able to respect myself and know that while I’m intelligent and independent, I don’t have to attack everything alone.
I’m graduating from college in a few short days. Maybe I’m not ready, but all growth is a leap in the dark and I’m excited to take my running start. I’m dissolving into a pool of emotions; the seemingly random things have been stirring thoughts inside me I suppose I’ve been trying to avoid.
All I can think now is that there are people I have seen for the last time without knowing it and others who will fall within the same category soon. Inevitably, time will incur its dues, and there will be disconnects as I make my way in the world. I can only hope that when I dial the phone, there will be a response at the other end, that it won’t be a busy line or a prerecorded message about a disconnected number.
I hope you remember because I don’t want to forget.
Why are we embarrassed by silence? What comfort do we find in all the noise?
Each moment is a place
you’ve never been.
|me:||I'm gonna study when I get home|
|me:||I'll just study before I go to bed|
|me:||I'll just study in the morning|
|me:||I'll just study in class|
|me:||I'll just study before the test|
|me:||I'll just study during the test|